Something died between us,
But our love isn't quite gone.
Something odd lingers, a fine speck of dust,
I wish it would last long.

At least long enough til Im 18- you 20.
Now I have someone who loves me more than you ever used to,
Love, I have plenty,
And now you offer me nothing new.

You offer me the same things as before,
Pain, tears, fears, so many complications,
Before I was scared to lose you and have love no more,
Now i realize all I need, such liberation.

"As I looked at you with nothing to say..
Now I understand why you pushed me away,

I looked far and now I see,
That the only one I needed was me" ((good song))

Because of you I am more knowledgable,
I realize how my emotions are,
Now I can make relationships more stable,
I can use this to make relationships go far.

I feel like this weight is gone,
Its off my chest,
My fear of my emotions-none,
Once again destiny worked out for the best.
*tightest of hugs*